MILK & KISSES

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Violaine

(incomplete)

Ectefamof oitavito fles eth yll-anif
snoitatimil noitae chus sec-cus
namukadnu itnemavom lacigolochysp.

(Read backwards: "Psychological...success...such limitations...finally the self...")

Tishbite

I'm at a loss
I don't know what to do
Feel like I want him less now
Could he just hold me?
Don't fear
So full of desire
Dare into sensation

Afraid, but look what had blossomed
I don't misperceive you
There's no guarantees
I need to know
If the response is cold
I'm in the wrong place

Is it like a dream?
Or does it seem grounded and real?

I feel a connection
A deep connection
But it's not reflected
In time spent together
It's reflected psychically
Emotionally

Is it like a dream?
Or does it seem grounded and real?

This mountain of pleasure
I want to get lost in it
Sleep like a baby
Still close
Still close
Until I don't know where you end
Or I begin
Until I just carry it in me
I wanna get lost
Wanna get lost
Wanna get lost
Lost in it
We're still close
Still close

Half-Gifts

(Electric Version; Lyrics in italics do
not appear in the acoustic version.)

It's an old game, my love:
When you can't have me, you want me
Because you know that you're not risking anything

Intimacy is when we're in the same place
At the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel
And who we really are
That's what grownups do
That is mature thinking

Well I'm still a junkie for it
It takes me out of my aloneness
But this relationship cannot sustain itself

Intimacy is when we're in the same place
At the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel
And who we really are
That's what grownups do
That is mature thinking

I just have to know
How to be in the process
Of creating things in a better way

And it hurts, but it's a lie
That I can't handle it
I still have a world of me-ness to fulfill

I still have a life
And it's a rich one
Even with mourning
Even with grief and sadness

I still care about this planet
I am still connected to nature
And to my dreams for myself

I have my friends
My family
I have myself
I still have me

I have my friends
My family
I have myself
I still have me

Calfskin-Smack

(incomplete)

I have to follow my path
Life, it - it just seems right now
Ooh la la la la la
And when I had you
Ohh la la la la la
Ohh la la la la la
I didn't always want you, baby
Ohh la la la la la
Ohh la la la la la
I'd cry myself out
Ohh la la la la la
Ohh la la la la la
But you'd survive to amaze me

Rilkean Heart

(Electric Version; Lyrics in italics do
not appear in the acoustic version.)

Rilkean heart
I looked for you
To give me transcendent experiences
To transport me out of self and aloneness
And alienation into a sense of oneness
And connection ecstatic and magical
I became a junkie for it
I came looking for the next high
And I'm sorry
I've been putting the search on the wrong place

I understand that you're confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Well that's a feeling state from then
The reality

But I'm cleaning up my emotional life
And I'm getting in touch with myself
I'm beginning to ground myself
And my own sense of being as an entity
One entity on the planet
Becoming truly self-reliant and
Becoming connected with something beyond me
That is where I have to go
I'm so sorry
I've been putting the search on the wrong place

You're lost and don't know what to do
But that's not all of you
That's the reality today
And that is all okay

I understand that you're confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Well that's a feeling state from then
The reality

Eperdu

(incomplete)

Above day holding nest
Both that sheltering and
Taking possession hand, outstretched,
Trembles its echo

Treasure Hiding

The lips, the heart
Feel the flooding
Feel the fire
The heart, the soul
Illuminated, illuminated

The lips, the heart
Feel the flooding
Feel the flooding
The heart, the soul
Illuminated, illuminated

The lips, the heart
The heart, the soul
Illuminated

Conscious chosen traps
Treasure hiding
Scared to trust you
Life got so I was drowning
Deep, without light
Down, down and full of tears

Collective interests count
Fire hairs had no belly focus
Light the discards
Purified love
Constancy purifies mistakes
And with substance
Reproduces fire
Laced with a fire
Your heart illuminated

The lips, the heart
Feel the flooding
Feel the flooding
The heart, the soul
Illuminated, illuminated

Seekers Who Are Lovers

Let's fight gracefully
A love as big as a risk fills you up
And you can't move on

The breath of God in my mouth
A love you can taste
Got kissing paste
You know I have the path

Clove of saliva
Heated through your love
I can't stop hungering for the mess
I forgot the use
My head fell off and the sky it crashed into my bones
Jesus, God, Valentine

Love, on the tip of it
He looked nervous
Like he wanted sweet sex
Some seek
You are a woman just as you are a man

Grief and hungers
It's a magic lovelife
Like a flash-flood of heat
I was choking on the blood
Which camouflaged a flock of soul
Whose misty fire amuses so

Kneeling by the harm
Which was promising the way
Was poor essence and untruth
Not in half-part it's yourself
I stick my heels in soil
So send Lucifer into Hell

Love, on the tip of it
He looked nervous
Like he wanted sweet sex
Some seek
You are a woman just as you are a man

(Repeat to fade)